After I read BTA's latest chapter, I wrote this. I've been writing little bits here and there for the Tigers for a while but haven't posted them as the story line has moved faster than I. Let me know what you all think - end it now or keep writing.
Lansdowne Barracks, Landing
Chesterton, Federated Suns
13 January, 2785As I shook his hand Bruce smiled; “Welcome to the 4th Crucis Lancers Major Mackenzie.â€
Once Bruce left I sat there alone in the conference room, pondering what I had just done. Looking at the orders that were just transferred to my PADD I couldn't shake the feeling that I had just sold my soul to the devil. I shoved that thought aside. I trusted B, if he believed it was the right choice, then it was. It would all work out in the end; of that I tried to convince myself. More immediately, I was a damned Major now. Hell, I was just getting used to being a Captain.
Was it really just 5 years ago that I was sitting in that Hong Kong hotel holding my brand-new Lieutenant's bar and missing Liz half a world away? That provoked a sore subject. Liz.
I wonder where she is now? To hell with her; she made her choice in leaving me and deserting Terra and I’ve got a job to do here.The fact that I was now nobility – a Landed Knight of the Realm – bothered me. Just like B to spread the joy now that he was a Duke. Like most Terrans, I could care less about nobility; that was for the Colonials to worry about. More to the point, I was just a common, ordinary soldier. Well, maybe not “ordinaryâ€, but I was certainly a commoner in the eyes of the status-conscious peerage of the Federated Suns. In their eyes I would never be their equal. Hell, Sarah Davion, niece of Prince John Davion, Duchess of Chesterton, and the wife of my best friend was just “Sarah†to me. Then I wondered where my new “lands†were and who was living there. Except for commanding those under me, I had no idea how to rule people.
Hopefully Sarah could give me a few pointers, ‘cause I’m sure Bruce has no idea. I headed back to my makeshift office to get started on my new job. It would take time to go through my “recruits†to find the ones suitable for Company and Lance command. One of the first things I had to do was submit the paperwork to get Jenna Thompson, my current XO and fellow Tiger, transferred and promoted to Captain. She’d been my rock-solid second-in-command ever since I became a Lieutenant and there was no way I was going to give her up. Then there were the ‘Mechs. I know “Uncle†John was being generous, but having worked with Royal models for so many years, it was hard to adjust to the low-tech Colonial ‘Mechs assigned to my new unit.
ShadowHawks, Griffins, and Ostsols, oh my! I chuckled at that thought. At least
Boom-Boom would be able to keep up with them. I’d have to remember to ask B how we’re going to get replacement parts for her.
The basics completed, I headed over to the ‘Mech bays. I needed some “alone time†to get a grasp on all that just happened.
Boom-Boom’s cockpit was as much a home as anywhere else and the place I felt most comfortable. Passing through the common area of the base, I saw Dido Moran coming my way. Her face held a confused expression that I was certain mirrored my own.
When she was close enough, she called out, “Hey, Rat. Good day for a stroll, huh?â€
I smiled and said, “That’s
Major Rat to you, DiDi.â€
The realization of what I had said took a moment to filter through her mind. She replied with, “You too? Good. I was certain B wouldn’t leave you out.â€
“When did he talk to you?â€
“A few minutes ago.†She shook her head gently. “I’m still trying to get a grip on what just happened.â€
I laughed softly. “Yeah, me too. Kinda feel like you’ve sold your soul and abandoned family?â€
“Something like that.â€
“Well,†I said, looking her in the eyes, “B’s never led us wrong before. We have to trust that he’s making the right call on this one too.â€
A wan smile formed on DiDi’s face. “I hear ya.â€
We each went our separate ways and soon I was standing in front of my most prized possession, my beloved
Bombardier,
Boom-Boom. My eyes lingered over the art I had painted on her lower left leg. When I first received the
Bombardier back in ’78 after the Battle of Chicago, I painted a buxom blonde in tight-fitting fatigues holding a missile pack on each shoulder. Shortly after I had met Liz Hazen I had re-painted it to look like a slightly less buxom redhead with slightly looser clothing. I told myself that way it would always seem like she was there with me. Nobody in the unit believed me, except for Liz.
Damn, why do my thoughts always turn to her! She’s gone – for good - and I’ve gotta come to terms with it. I should probably re-paint the leg art soon. Maybe I’ll go with black hair this time.I jumped into the lift and habitually did a visual survey of my ‘Mech. The flat black paint with red claw marks on the shoulders still looked mint. A sadness passed over me when I realized that new colors were coming soon. I hoped that B would let me keep the leg art. I climbed into the cockpit and sat in the jump seat behind the linear frame that controlled the ‘Mech. The linear frame, while ideal for maneuvering the ‘Mech was not well-suited for comfortably relaxing. Then again, neither is the jump seat, but at least there I’m sitting down. I powered up
Boom-Boom’s systems to idle and enjoyed the quiet. I must have sat there for a couple of hours, reminiscing over all that had happened since I joined the Tigers back in ’72. My thoughts came to an end when I realized that I wasn’t heading back home to Terra anytime soon.
I’m no longer part of the SLDF, no longer a Tiger, but I am a soldier and soldiers adapt and move on. Chesterton is my home now and I’ll make the most of it while I’m here. I felt strength and a sense of purpose come back into me as I said to myself, “The 4th Crucis Lancers may not be the Tigers, but when I’m done, my Battalion is certainly going to be just like them. Davvy propriety be damned.â€